The Cage Is Open, Why Are You Still There?

Grief really does hit you on a random day. it doesn’t get smaller, you just learn to grow around it

    A wise person once told me, "nasa sa'yo kung paano ka makakatakas sa sarili mong sikulo." Lagi kong itinuturing yung sarili ko na isang ibong nakakulong sa hawla and that cage was always my safe space, tipong natatakot akong makalabas kaya mas pinipili kong maging reserved na tao na hindi open sa mga posibilidad. I kept on clinging on those things that are not in my life anymore, I stumbled upon this reel na yung girl, nililinis yung isang skeleton and it's just like me, holding on to the past.

    But here I am right now, taking a huge step, I know may mas magandang babalik at yun ang mas pagtutuunan ng pansin. I want to be free, gusto kong makalaya sa nakaraan, gusto kong maramdaman yung liberty na matagal ko nang gustong makamtan, and to have that, the first step should start by having this mindset na makakatakas ako kung papanindigan ko yung desisyon ko na makatakas.