I admit that these past few days, I've been distracted. I won't mention something about it though, it's just that I feel like I'm not totally focused on my goals, at nasasayang ko yung oras ko. Our midterms are finally coming up, it was announced na it will happen on October 14-20. I have to prepare, 2 weeks nalang. Masyado akong nangangapa sa major subjects, and isama na yung mga minor na may pinapagawa rin. So what can I do right now? I have to set my goals and priorities straight, hindi dapat ako masyadong nagpapaapekto sa nangyayari sa paligid ko. Remember miss nissy, we've got it all under control. Kayang-kaya mo ito, kasi kinaya mo dati. Naniniwala ako sa'yo!
Now that midterms of 1st sem as a 2nd year student ay malapit-lapit na, hindi ko masyadong ilalaan yung oras ko sa mga bagay na hindi mahalaga. Kaya kailangan, huwag masyadong magpaka-stress and just enjoy studying and learning. Do not overthink too much miss nissy, you have a lot of time to prepare, kaya mo ito! Punong-puno ng reassurance from your past self kasi I feel like you will totally be needing it once na hindi mo na kinakaya, once na maramdaman mo na pagod ka na.
Honestly right now, kahit na maraming thoughts na isip ko na hindi ko na ito gustong ipagpatuloy ito, kahit na gusto ko nang sumuko, may natitira pa ring pag-asa at dahilan kung bakit ko ba ito ginagawa lahat. Para sa sarili ko, para sa pangarap naming dalawa. Being in this field that was not in my first choice and not been part of my future plans during shs is making it hard for me to continue pursuing it. Alam kong kailangan ko ng suporta, pero hindi ko alam kung kanino, kaya alam kong sarili ko lang yung makakatulong sa'kin para itatak sa isip ko na kaya ko itong ituloy.
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