Happy September 2nd my dear Nissy! As I was looking upon my Instagram Story Archives the other day, it was full of reels and posts about healing stuff, and may mga kanta din na I used to repost because it reminds me of everything about my past -- which is hindi ko na ginagawa ngayon. After a lot of tries of detoxification sa social media, I have finally achieved the peace of not knowing everything for the sake of my own sanity. 'Twas all started when I decided to delete my main account, for good. I always see myself as a sentimental girlie, na nirerelate sa kanta yung mga taong special sa buhay ko. Katulad nalang ng sa wonders, ride home by ben and ben. My girles, troubadour by the ridleys. My parents, against all odds. And most especially myself, take our time.
Hmmm, pero to all of the songs that I am listening dati, it all relates to that person who therefore shall not be named and shall forever be forgotten, now that more than a year has passed, yung mga kantang hindi ko kayang pakinggan dati, vibes ko na ulit ngayon. No more reminiscing memories, just vibing with the song!
I totally believe that every song that we have listened during the past somehow correlates with some of our memories. It is both a blessing and a curse. But as time passes, nakakalimutan ko na talaga, and that's totally fine because it is all part of growing up. Maturing...
Ang kasalukuyang mga kanta na pinapakinggan ko ngayon ay yung humihilom sa mental health ko, which is the therapeutic and calming songs of the ridleys and hillsong worship. After a long... draining day, yung mga kanta nila yung laging takbuhan ko, like a recharge!
Rare nalang yung pakikinig ko sa cup of joe, was it all just a phase? But I will never deny the fact na listening to their soundtracks made me feel the excitement and thrill that I always loved chasing.
Kahit ano pa mang mangyari, music will always be my therapy, the greatest invention of all time!
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